All Moments Meet Here

Is anyone else recognising changes in their reality?

For me it is presenting almost as echoes – echoes of decades before my time, echoes of dreams I had as a child, echoes of futures not yet realised – and yet, as I wrote these few words, there is sudden awareness that “all that is, all that was, and all that ever shall be, exists right here, right now, in this very moment.”

I don’t know where that little saying came from. It first came to my conscious awareness in 2019, around the same time my ‘awakening’ manifested as tarot readings on YouTube, and healing work, and waves upon waves upon waves of intense spiritual experiences, presented to me at the time as ‘the Mysteries”. That was when the first incarnation of Working With Resonance was birthed.

Prior to that phase of awakening, I had been reading for friends, family and myself for about 30 years, and had worked hard since birth to keep my ‘craziness’ hidden from the world, although it did leak through often.

For the most part, until my initial Kundalini activation in 2016, I had spent almost every spare second obsessing over ways to end my life. I hated being in this body. I hated being in this world. I hated being alive. I was unable to self-regulate, I had no emotional resilience, and I was in a state of intense hypervigilance 24/7.

Things came to a head in 2010 when a series of unexpected events led to police initiating a legal process against my father relating to the sexual abuse of myself and others. It was through that process that I learned if I literally sat on my hands when I was deep in suicidal ideation and intention, then eventually those thoughts would pass and I would re-emerge back into a relatively functional state. It was then that I learned the power of basic intentional breathing and sitting in silence and stillness.

Anyway, by the time 2019 came along, I had released a large amount of trauma residues and had enough evidence of my own experience to know that happiness is possible, and that creativity is the key to manifesting my Soul in form.

Essentially, my reality completely changed over a period of nine years.

Right here, right now, this change in reality unfolding for me right now is more intense, has a greater magnitude, is more ‘complete.’

Love to All,

Kel 🙏💜🌈