Authentic Honesty Finally Landed!
What a Day!!
It’s been a long one. There’s been all sorts of pressure emanating from the storylines and narratives running non-stop in my head. Finally, however, I am feeling like there is a shift away from the seemingly constant residue dumps since the beginning of September 2025 and have taken my first breath in 2026.
A turning point today was an experience of what the Guides have recently been referring to as “authentically honest communication.” This was an unexpected event while doing the evening dishes with Matthew. If you had asked me at any time before this if I had been authentically honest in my communication I would have said yes. Post-experience, however, I can feel more than see that I haven’t.
What’s the difference? I have no way to put it into words. The feeling impact is the sense of healing and residue resolution. A sense of freedom. Initially it felt like being fully heard and understood…by myself. There was no hiding, no side-stepping, no use of smoke and mirrors, but it wasn’t until I was on the other side of the experience that I understood how entangled my communication is with my acquired beliefs and values.
And it wasn’t like the conversation was about anything deep and meaningful. We have talked about the topic a thousand times, openly I thought, yet this time was so very different, and I am in awe and so incredibly grateful for the experience. Now I know what authentically honest communication feels like, even if I can’t specifically describe what it is in words.
The term “authentically honest communication” presented several times in the January Energy Outlook. At the time I was translating the Outlook, I interpreted it to mean the type of communication that makes you feel vulnerable. The type that you have to take a big deep breath before you embark on speaking the words. The type where you are cautious to ensure you pick the right words to express what you’re feeling or thinking. In the lived experience of the moment, my authentically honest communication was nothing like that.
It was more factual and from the observer space for sure, but it was so much more like my Soul was speaking, rather than me, Kel, was speaking. There was no preplanning, no digging deep, no worry about how Matthew would interpret what I was saying, or how he would react to it – all the things I was associating with the term – and I was completely unaware I even did that in my regular, day-to-day conversations. This communication was not only a spontaneous example of working from the inside-out rather than the outside-in, it lifted the cloudy lens of my self-perception relating to authenticity.
Even as I am writing this, my mind is trying to analyse it and work out how this particular conversation was different. Ultimately, the how doesn’t matter. The experience is what’s important. And the experience was mind-blowing!
If this is the future of my communication, then bring it on. The lightness, the freedom, the clarity, the love of and from myself is such a relief after months of residue dumps and residue clearing.
I am excited now to live through the unfolding of the energies and activations mentioned in January’s Energy Outlook. If this is the bow wave, give me a surfboard because I am all in. I set the intention to enjoy the ride and make light of the wipe-outs along the way.
Right now, Life is worth living!
Love to All,
Kel 🙏💜🌈
